stepping over puddles.....

 

 

 

 

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My mom always has the coolest stuff.....

Love this old suitcase!

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Given what I have gone through the last  2 1/2 months, {read here}

I am surprised at where my spirits are at......

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Not saying I don't have moments of anger knowing I have been lied to, manipulated, promised things and I'm finding out more and more things that makes me utterly cringe.
 

Im mad at myself-------cuz I am a believer.......

I believe, I trust, and I try everything in my power to bring out the good and smile.

Even when Satan is involved,,,,,,,,lol

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Its my most best trait and also my worst!

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Some days I think I should be madder then I am, or sadder then I am.

I'm just not.

Being daily aware I don't have my personal belongings and knowing they are being pawned and sold.

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I have so MUCH TO BE THANKFUL FOR......

Why would I wallow?

That's exactly what Satan wants me to do.

I really know NOW that Heavenly Father is aware of me and he hasn't stopped watching over me since the day I packed up my car and drove three days home......he hasn't left my side!

and I won't let him down now......

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So-----Stepping over the puddles and walking forward!

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Its definatly a different Christmas this year.

But a very good Christmas!

A simple Christmas!