Inspiration comes in many ways.........
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Mine came this morning at 6:00am on my morning run!
I woke up feeling a little "Inadequate" and second guessed myself on a few levels.
{Satan's way}
Thoughts flooded me as I was running {and struggling} that I should not be ashamed of my Characteristics and gifts.
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I was born with a way to go through life with rose colored glasses on.....
Regardless of the situation.......
This is how I was made.
My patriartical blessing has been a constant witness for me.
In times of "Happy" I have been mocked, made fun of and stabbed in the back.
This has brought such great JOY in my life, but it has also caused heartache and frustration.
I trust easy.
I forgive too quickly.
I give people the benefit of the doubt because i want to see them "do good".
This gift was my Life jacket these last 3 years when I was drowning.
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I cannot apologize for how I was made.
Its who I am.
God knew this was a Characteristic that I needed in my life..........
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To feel, trust, hurt, smile and share all that I am!
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{Picture from last Saturdays wedding I photographed. Jordan River Temple.}
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Since our little family has joined one, we have not yet moved in...
Pre-Obligations have caused this delay.
IT has been a HARD two weeks!!!!!!!!!!
Tomorrow is the day------- :)
As I'm packing last minute things today, I took a break to blog and pour out my heart.
I have to listen to my mind----journaling makes for a happy spirit!
When its time its time!
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This picture was 4 days ago.
Saying goodbye to daddy....having to wait a few more days.
She was heartbroken.
I'm glad the day is NEAR! For all of us!! :)
This was me as a creeper MOM, watching my kids sleep.
Ive been doing this alot lately------
Charlee hogging like usual in her ballet outfit.
Jackson Sacrificing for his sister. Like usual!
Day out with Abbie!!
My most favorite thing to find around the house.
I will miss these one day.
And I'm sure I will be packing them in his Missionary suitcase to Guam!
{Or Idaho}
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Love Jacksons imagination.
Day out with Autumn J!
XOXO!
love you all!
Annie
You guys are just tooooo cute! That saying goodbye to daddy picture? Priceless! Mimi
ReplyDeleteI was teary three sentences into your post. I can relate on so many levels with you. I wear my heart on my sleeve and sometimes people can crush it with their actions and gossip. I have let it bring me down at times, but your words bring me strength. My tenderness is my gift. Thank you Sweet Annie!!
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