Its been such a good week.
A very steady, non overwhelming week.
One year today, exactly is when I left Texas.
I cannot believe its been a year....
I am not angry or sad or upset------I feel very FREE today.
I look at the past year, and I have covered ALOT of road.
I have come so amazingly far.....
and I have 5 people to thank for that!
First, my savior!
He lead me to the most perfect SPOT.....because I never stopped listening.
My net of FRIENDS!
Because in the end, it ultimately is up to me. I have to make the choices and I have to do the work!
I went to sleep last night, with the temple in mind.
Could their be a better way to celebrate today then at the Temple?
It was a place I strived to be at.
Made It my goal , months ago and I feel like it was a perfect place for HF and I to reminisce....lol
I went alone today, for obvious reasons. :)
I drove to Bountiful, and right when I got off the freeway and headed towards the mountains seeing that white glowing building, tears started to FLOW!
I cried the whole way to the parking lot.
Then said a little prayer and sat in my car with a FULL and excited heart and sobbed.
Tears of PURE joy!
I look back on that scary SCARY day....
I still can't believe I was brave enough.
I couldn't have done it alone, it was a magical and powerful day.
Miracles........a day of miracles.
I KNEW I had the power to change.
Change ME and change my situation.
Its almost like HF was waiting for me to stand up and be brave.
He knew I had it in me......he knew all i needed to do was ask......
And BOOM, he was there!
He moved mountains for me.
and in return, he has taught ME how to move mountains.
"I wanna see, how big your brave is"
I adore where I am today.
Its still hard, and my life is NOT perfect.....not even close.
But I have learned so much about happiness....
When you DO good, happiness grows.
When you are RIGHT with yourself and with god, Happiness is bound to follow....