I wanna see you be brave.......

 

 

 

 Its been such a good week.

A very steady, non overwhelming week.

Loved it!

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One year today, exactly is when I left Texas.

I cannot believe its been a year....

I am not angry or sad or upset------I feel very FREE today.

I look at the past year, and I have covered ALOT of road.

I have come so amazingly far.....

and I have 5 people to thank for that!

First, my savior!

  He lead me to the most perfect SPOT.....because I never stopped listening.

My Family!

Mike!

My net of FRIENDS!

And ME!

Because in the end, it ultimately is up to me.  I have to make the choices and  I  have to do the work!

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I went to sleep last night, with the temple in mind.

Umm...HELLO!

Could their be a better way to celebrate today then at the Temple?

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It was a place I strived to be at.

Made It my goal , months ago and I feel like it was a perfect place for HF and I to reminisce....lol

Seriously tho------

I went alone today, for obvious reasons.  :)

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I drove to Bountiful, and right when I got off the freeway and headed towards the mountains seeing that white glowing building, tears started to FLOW!

I cried the whole way to the parking lot.

Then said a little prayer and sat in my car with a FULL and excited heart and sobbed.

Tears of PURE joy!

No sadness......

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I look back on that scary SCARY day....

I still can't believe I was brave enough.

I couldn't have done it alone, it was a magical and powerful day.

Miracles........a day of miracles.

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I KNEW I had the power to change.

Change ME and change my situation.

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Its almost like HF was waiting for me to stand up and be brave.

He knew I had it in me......he knew all i needed to do was ask......

And BOOM, he was there!

He moved mountains for me.

and in return, he has taught ME how to move mountains.

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"I wanna see, how big your brave is"

~Colbie caillat

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I adore where I am today.

Its still hard, and my life is NOT perfect.....not even close.

But I have learned so much about happiness....

When you DO good, happiness grows. 

When you are RIGHT with yourself and with god, Happiness is bound to follow....

#truestory