Use him........

These littles..........have my heart.

I see the importance it is to FIGHT daily for truth and light in my life and home.

I didn't see the importance before.......

And I got it.......:)

Read below to see what it IS that I got..............:)

Im gunna get all emotional and sappy and deep on ya for a minute--------

.

.

I have has such HARD and GREAT things happen these last three weeks....

MOSTLY things that have tested my faith when it comes to being a mother.

.

.

I have cried alot.

Trying to understand all that is in store with being a parent.

and seeing "Free agency" at its finest!

.

.

I screen shotted this from my phone.....

I was in sacrament on Sunday and was trying to beat the STRONG {sweaty hands, beating chest, lump in throat} prompting to get up and bare my testimony.

Well I was searching{ yes in sacrament} on my phone a new lock screen picture, and I came across this.

It fit perfectly with what I have been dealing with.

.

.

.

Satan likes to turn our thoughts into lies......

He wants us to DOUBT....he wants us to feel sad and lonely and hopeless.

.

.

And I tell ya what, I WILL NOT be defeated.

I know his tricks all to well.......I have become very quick to see and quickly change my thinking and actions for I KNOW they are NOT mine.

.

.

Anyways------

I was brave enough to walk up in sacrament and talk alittle bit about prayer and the emotional experience I had in my car driving when I got an answer I desperately was looking for, for days, weeks, months even!!!

CLEAR as day answer.

It was said over and over and LOUD to where I could not deny it!

I know its all in gods hands, and ALL will be ok!

All of it, and I should not fear!

I handed it over and he gladly took it....:)

Use him.......

.

When we are Obedient, put god first in ALL things Miracles happen!

I am a walking example!

.

.

More miracles have happened in my life over the last year then EVER in my life.....

And I know its because I put forth the work.......it wasn't easy.

but my GOSH, was it worth it!

The first step was the hardest........but now that my direction is firm its not hard anymore!

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.