Insta-pictures!

Two weeks in picture form.........

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Today is a great day to awesome!!!!

Why not?

I'm breathing!!

I'm not sure how this is all going to work posting this on my iPad mini.......lol
I've never posted a post before from anything other then my computer-----my computer is at the Dr.'s getting a whole new make over.
I'm sure you have noticed my absence......? Lol
Eeek!
I received this little piece of heaven about a week ago as a surprise gift from someone whom I adore. ALOT! He is my 1st little piece of heaven! :)
I didn't realize all that in tells with iPads......holy Hanna batman!
I have my whole life on here already, with buzzers going off to remind me what spectacular things I have to do each day!


I'm not sure if I can figure out how to post pictures yet, if they don't show up I am sorry!

I've had quiet the past few weeks.....
Emotions running high, on my knees for direction, many cool exciting things going on!

Last week I did " the hive boutique" up in Mt. Green With Melissa Quigley, her house is amazing and she is one of the neatest ladies I know and have come to really love her.

I met some FANTASTIC ladies through this event and Instagram! Funny how Instagram has become such a inspiration for me and to others. I have really come to connect with this outlet and the happiness it has brought me through other ladies where their goal is to uplift others!!!!

I met a lady at the hive who I have become great friends with on Instagram........she goes by "just a girl!" What a great, uplifting wonderful woman she is! I feel very fortunate to have met her.
If you wanna follow me on Instagram I would love for you too---- nanniegoat35

I got asked to be on the craft channel with tausha Hoyt......umm....FOR REALS! I will be recording as a guest this Thursday,.......can I throw up now? Or after its over......lol
I will be talking about what inspires me....things I love, my blog and photography! Tausha is amazing and I know she will help me not look or feel like a complete dork face! I've known Tausha for about 10 years......she is a rockstar!!

So I may or may not post the link on here after......haha!!
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Charlee had her kindergarten checkup and shots today......kindergarten I said, :(
Needless to say she was traumatized! So that called for frozen yogurt!

Ok......gunna post now and see how it all looks....yikes!

Love you all!! We can do anything.......always! :)

Divine joy......

 



WHOA------what.......a week!!!!

I have so many pictures I will soon post!

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But for now {I know Ive been a slacker head}

I will POST the highlight of my week!

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First My talk went amazing!

I did the Ugly cry----That's how you know it went well......lol

If you make everyone cry.......AND you cry ugly!  :)

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you know its true!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

SECOND!

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I met with two of my sisters for a TEMPLE DAY!

Lunch and some spiritual feel goods to over fill my cup!

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This day has been along day a-coming......

I was so LIGHT......Like a feather. 

I worked so hard and am choosing TO NEVER look back!

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My feet are cemented firm!

What the world " perceives " to be real happiness and joy.............well, simply isn't!

Ive lived both sides.....

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This is real.

This is Joy!

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Divine JOY!

 

I have a tender testimony and I love it.  Cuz its Mine......I earned it!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

How come I can't ever be normal in a picture?

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More posts coming soon.....

You can see how my "mind on crack" and spring fever are both coming into FULL EFFECT!

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HAPPY FRIDAY!!

 

 

 

Keep Walking...........

 

Morning walk with my dad...........

I'm trying REEEEEally hard to be focused today and  clear my wandering thoughts.....

I need to write my talk.

I haven't spoke in sacrament  in about 4 years.....

I'm not necessarily scared, more I just want to write a GOOD talk.

My talk is on the Atonement.

 

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When I woke up this morning, before my feet hit the floor these words came to my mind.

I'm am a Mormon! I know it, I love it, I live it!

I haven't always been able to say these words...........and I shamefully admit that.

Right now?  I can  SHOUT IT FROM THE ROOF TOP!

PROUDLY!

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I got up and got Jax ready for school.........

I took him to the bus stop, Its only up a street but I drive him every morning.

I Like doing it.

As we got to the the bus stop, a swarm of friends start saying his name.....they were so EXCITED and pleased to see him.

My heart got super warm.........Jax makes friends easy. He is a very sweet kind boy.

Even to charlee when he really wants to knock her socks off for being so annoying.

He is patient......

I love his heart, and what an example he is to me.

I quickly fit in a sentence before I let him out into the wolf pack!

"You make me proud jax, I am one lucky mother......go be awesome"

Off he went.....

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It was a quick reminder of how I want others to react when I walk into a room...

Am I a sucker? Or am I a giver......

I wanna be a giver, to clearly give people a smile and MEAN IT.

To be a friend........

and most of all to give HOPE!

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These last 3 and a half years have been HELL!

I was chained.....

Completely CHAINED!

Satan had me right where he wanted me.

Down and low....and forgotten who I was.

Dark, hopeless........unworthy of the saviors love.

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OK----I'm just gonna say it like it is,

Married to the man of my dreams.

Divorced and devastated from the world I once had and loved.

Family torn apart.

Only option {I thought} was to move on and find anew.

I did.

Remarried........where the whole thing was a lie.

Everything was taken from me..........everything I own to everything I knew to be true about myself.

This is where it gets good......... {is that possible?}

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The only thing I had...ONLY thing......

everything was taken from me.

Family.

love.

Possessions

and a strong attempt to take the gospel away.

When I needed it the most.

I didn't realize in this VERY moment....second even, HOW MUCH GOD LOVES ME!

On my knees, begging for help.....direction.,.....comfort.

And when I was ready....TRULY ready to summit myself to him in ALL things.

It was like the snap of his fingers....and "BOOM"

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I had nothing left in my life BUT Christ.

And from that day forward I have NOT looked back......I was so horribly chained.

With the atonement I am FREE.

I have FREEDOM!

Life CAN change......................it can!

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I witnessed a miracle.....

If we are obedient, he blesses us 10 fold.

Its real.

I am living it right now!!!

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So to finish the  "Ok, I'm gonna just tell it like it is"

I am completely and UTTERLY in love with my ex husband.

We have a love like duct tape.

It has never made sense.............To be apart.

We have both fought a tough Battle.  :(

In turmoil being apart. And trying so VERY hard to move forward......

"Our plan" wasn't/isn't working.......

GODS plan is...........I'm still not completely sure what will unfold! or how this STORY will end!

But I am having HIGH hopes and faith that if I continue to be obedient in all things, things will work out like they should.
Life is going FULL circle for me.
Things I don't think I would have learned any other way.....

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Yup, I just said ALL OF THAAAAAAT!

Out loud!

wow....



What good are ya?

 

Sorry for the SUPER DUPER ANNOYING grey boxes from Photobucket....:(

Unfortunately I use them and have used them for years and years and years...ok, only like 6 years.

BUT still , That's a LONG TIME! They have never failed me TIL NOW!

I store ALL my photo's on there.....{just being a safety kid}.

And then I use the HTML code and copy and paste the pictures to my blog, they make them bigger and it just seemed easy to me....I have a system ya know......and they ruined it.

Ok----well, maybe not ruined.....{I love you photobucket} just in case they happen to read this...LOL!

I just had to upgrade to PRO because I exceeded my monthly limit of pictures.....who me?

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I had seriously THE most MEMORABLE week so far...

Miracles baby.............Mi----ra------cles!

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Alot of them are very personal and i don't think I should share....

But I can give you hints......  :)

Im sorry Im so "Vague" on here sometimes....., its hard to know WHAT to share and what NOT to share.

 

1.  I worked hard for a very long time now for one particular goal....Personal goal, for me, myself & I.  And one day this goal will allow me to help others who have passed on, and also take me to the eternities with my family!

2. I got rid of Satan......I was once chained to him for very SHORT time, and well I only knew him for a short time. He put me through hell, and he is now KICKED to the curb..........He took many things away from me...but he will NEVER take away my Happy!....its mine!!!  :)

3. Got some important paper work sent off...hopefully IT WORKED.

4. Was requested to join in on the HIVE BOUTIQUE....remember my sweet friend Melissa?

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She is on Studio 5 often....well, I have some exciting things I'm going to be helping her with.

Anyways----She does the HIVE boutique In MT. Green, its the end of this month...and I need to get my boooooty IN gear.......NO time to sleep. :)

5. I'm speaking in church Sunday........GAH!!!

I feel a slight seizure coming on....

6. April is a great month for a SAN DIEGO trip....ya?

Sea World and Lego Land and beach days!

6 weeks and counting......

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Today I had Lunch with 3 sweet friends.

They were very close to me  In my Syracuse Ward....

I have to admit I cried on my drive home.

They are dear to me!

Charlee Also loves her little friends!

I do feel fortunate to have a good "Net" of friends around me!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I surprised Autumn With a collage for her Party this weekend.....:)

 

 

 

 

Played in the SHOP....

THIS girl needs to get BUSY-------er!

 

 

 

 

Scored Stencils at the DI......

I seriously paid $6.

They worked so perfectly!

I love when stuff like this happens, MADE MY DAY!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

I love custom orders...........

The "Every little thing is gonna be alright" board.

This lady has a very tender story behind this saying, so she wanted me to make it.

She cried............I love being apart of life changing moments.

Even if its ONLY an ounce.

I think that's why I love photography so much!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ham and Ketchup------HER favorite treat!

 

 

 

 

I'm so glad I can look like this, and still have friends......

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That means you TRULY love me for in innerds!